2010.2010

WTF!!!!


Today's date is damn not nice!!!
I already master driving..turning around..breaking..everything smooth so far..
I go the usual way I use to go..The usual way like I drive..
But haihhhh..


Damn IT!!
I was driving smooth way through out the company this morning..
But then suddenly a lorry from behind just cut my way..
I saw it from the spion glass..
Usually when there is a vehicle come suddenly they just go their own way,I go my own way..
So it will not bump each other..
but this lorry "KI SIAO"..
He cut my way suddenly then go very near to my way, he didn't go his own way..
he go my way, by then it was too late for me to go more to the front and to the right...
Because from the straight way there are much vehicles driving fast..
haihhh..KRKRKKRKKR..
Damn!!! The car physic ruin..The color came out, the glass almost break..
Walaoooo..Totally ruin..I was shocked all of a sudden..
Don't know what to do..Haihh..Don't feel like telling all the stories out..
Really make me trauma..Don't feel like driving anymore..
the problem is, its my auntie's car..Even though its not my fault, but I just don't feel good..
She gave me the trust to learn using her car, to drive her car..
Driving for one month already..So smooth..So far not yet even bump..But this time bump a lorry, I don't think its my fault.. Because I have been driving nice and smooth for the past few weeks..And nothing happens..
Argg..Im making it as seems its my fault..I just don't feel good towards my auntie..Haihh


I told Bby the moment it happen.. He was shocked too..Totally worried..
I didn't gave him a reply immediately..i was driving by then to the btam center..
hmmm...den he called many times.. Texted a lot of times too..I was having a conversation with my mum..I just can't express how it felt..I just told my mum everything..My mum almost said I didn't drive carefully,. 
But she change her mind..She just laugh a bit and said more careful next time..


Den when I arrive at office, I had a conversation with Bby.. He said he was worried sick..Hmmm..
I never thought he would worried that much..Hmm..He just laugh at me also..Haihh..
He said this will be a lesson for you..make sense luh..He also said driving car take risks..If you don't make a mistake then you will never learn..A bit relieve after hearing that..He said lots of things to calm my nerves down..I'm glad..haha..=p


Anyway..It has been a really unlucky day to me..
I don't know how to face my auntie for the rest..Don't feel like driving anymore, trauma, scare if anything happen to the car again, I'm doom..Further, I was thinking this time I bump into a vehicle, next time I might just bump into a person..DIAOO!!!! How can I make that possibility out of my mind..haihh..I;m not driving alone just now..Also can bump..What if I was driving alone, what else can I bump into..DOOM!!really DOOM!!!


=.="
mwah..
secylia.c.tan.