First Post in 2011

Well hello March 2011..

This is my first post in 2011

I remember i wanted to post something during the first month thru my handphone,

but i couldn't type anything thru the mobile..lol..

anyway..

there's so much happening during this three months..

i couldn't remember exactly though

but still i'm trying to post something here

well, its another half month to the end of March.

And 1.5 month till my first year contract.

i have another one year to go.

i don't know if i;m going on here or not.

but feel like looking for a better environment.

haiya,still a long way to go.

drop it.

first, what came to my mind,

i'm in love.hihi.his name is zhi wei.

and i'm no longer single.

hehe.it seems this is the only happy things i post in my blog.lol

yep,i'm attached with him since 13 March 2011

three days ago.

i said yes,it has always been yes.

so far, it's about three months that he woo after me.

so glad to finally find someone who really loves you truly and sincerely.

but pity is,he is in malaysia at most time.

guess i have to spend more time alone then together.

hmm.no worries,i hope i cud pass it smoothly.

and actually right now he is back in batam.

dats why he gave me the question to become his girlfriend.

hihi.so far, we see each other every day.

another bad thing,last monday,

i went to the tax office,

where i wasn't that concentrate maybe,

i bump into a tree there.luckily i was not ask to compensate anything.

but i don't know  how to tell my HR.

so in the end i lied,saying another car bump me lo.

then compensate 200k.haih.use my own money loh.

poor me.and im so trauma now.don't want drive.

afraid.so afraid lo.huhu.can't get over so far.

and she is going to he tax office tomorrow.please please please don't let me get busted.

i'm gonna be doom if it happens.so please don't.(praying praying)

that's all i remember so far.

=()
mwah..
secylia.c.tan.

New Year's coming

Heyyy..Heloow..Hai....
Its almost new year..
Actually i don't know how to start writing..
Cause there's too much too say..


Anyway..I celebrate my Xmas eve in Singapore..
Exactly on Clarke Quay dat night..
My cousin awen was joining too..
I reached about like almost 5..
then shop2 for a while then Annie came..
We then towards toa pa yoo..
Looking for Joice, xin yi and Catty,,
Wait wait then already 8 plus..
Then Annie n me was suppose to be going out on a meal on 25..
But she said she went back to Batam..
So it was cancelled..
then we went to Toa Pa yoo food court..
Came another two person..
Vicky and Cash with two very diff style..lol..
One very feminine..the other one very tomboy..
But they are quite humorous lha..
Fun to make frens...
=))


Then Awen told me that she, Zhao and Lisa are going to JB tomollow..
Ask me to join..I was glad too..But she told me she doesn't have Zhao d number..lol
like that how they meet up ar..
Then I was the one to contact Zhao luh..
I told him I was coming..
Then we text half way,he didn't reply and suddenly called me..
lol..I shocked how come he suddenly called..
We chit chat like I don't know how long..
But it was when Awen started eating Ice Mango until finish we haven't hang up..
Then I ask him where he go for Xmas eve..He said stay at home..Prepare for tomolow JB escape..
Then he ask me too,i told him we were going to Clarke Quay, but I didn't told him we were going clubbing..
Then he just said don't go home too late..
=") shy shy..lol..


Then Awen was underage so we could not enter,actually I don't want to enter also lha..
Don't really feel like going clubbing,,
then we go eat $1 ice creamm..lol..
till like 11.30 we went home..
we even got the evil hairband on us..lol..
till home around 12.30..
n wait debby till 2.00 accompanied by calbee chips and cup noodles...
lol..plus milk tea and fb as well..


then couldn't wait any longer cause debby extended her dismiss time to 3.30 AM..
omg..we slept then..
we woke up at 7.00..
suppose to be 6.30..
lol
we were late then..
Awen also was put inside the custom office..lol..
for how so long..
her punishment is to treat us icecream lo..


reach Jb like about almost 11.00 bha..
reach woodland at 8.30++
then change to kranji afraid got no bus..
then about 9.00 we set off with 170 bus luh..
den to the immigration like waiting for Awen almost 10.00
then bus to JB reach at 10.30++
another passport session like almost 11.00 too..
haiya..
directly towards Neway KTV..
20++ RGGT per person for karaoke 2 hours..
and buffet..
omg..we eat to the fullest..
and there were also extra meal..
but we just couldn't feel it up anymore..lol..


den off to shopping..
but i didn't buy anything so far..
till like around 8.00++
we went to one supermarket loh..
all malaysia stuff that import to indonesia..
then we were like i thought this is ours this is ours..
lisa said stop it guys..
you don't wanna go back to indo ar?lol
funny lha..den we have dinner of steaks..
den go back..reach sngapore thru passport n imigration like about 9.30++
then all of us just dismiss diff ways loh..
Zhao said text him when we reached..
I jut reached like about 10.24..
then Zhao texted asking if I already reached..
I was about to text him, but he texted..=)
But really I just reached what..lol..


Yepp..so far, this year christmas is very valuable to me..
very happy..and not even a minute wasted..
i still remember two years ago d christmas..
we were at my house bbq-ing too..
just though of it..=)


anyway..continue my story tomolow..


=)
mwah..
secylia.c.tan.

Had My New Lappy..Laf ya dad..

Hey..I had my new lappy on 11 November 2010..
My dad bought me one after all..It was actually paid on 10 November..
but to be taken on the next day..
And another thing..
The college of where I'm going is making us crazy..
Students who don't pay couldn't take the test..
lol..wat a funny joke.,
In the end all of us taken the test on 11 November where all our classmates were suppose to pay before due...
Funny huh..anyway I'm not distracted by that..Because the payment queue was a long long one..
Sigh...


Nothing much happen as I can't remember anything good or bad so far...
Can't remember the happy ones..Don't wish to remember the bad ones..
LOL..


Had my salary todayy..and nothing left to spend..wkkwkw..
trying to buy a new contact lenses..But don't know of which color to choose..
Feel like dying my hair again..But mummy won't allow..
Going on another hole in my ear..Scared  of different needles..
And cut down my hair..Gonna cry out loud of that happens..
trying to change to a bad girl as I can..but nothing has accomplish..
LOL..Cause I'm tired..I'm getting bored..!!
Wanna change my self to someone who he doesn't know..
Hmm...So far not so good..
Anyway, talk some other time again..


=)
mwah..
secylia.c.tan.

2010.2010

WTF!!!!


Today's date is damn not nice!!!
I already master driving..turning around..breaking..everything smooth so far..
I go the usual way I use to go..The usual way like I drive..
But haihhhh..


Damn IT!!
I was driving smooth way through out the company this morning..
But then suddenly a lorry from behind just cut my way..
I saw it from the spion glass..
Usually when there is a vehicle come suddenly they just go their own way,I go my own way..
So it will not bump each other..
but this lorry "KI SIAO"..
He cut my way suddenly then go very near to my way, he didn't go his own way..
he go my way, by then it was too late for me to go more to the front and to the right...
Because from the straight way there are much vehicles driving fast..
haihhh..KRKRKKRKKR..
Damn!!! The car physic ruin..The color came out, the glass almost break..
Walaoooo..Totally ruin..I was shocked all of a sudden..
Don't know what to do..Haihh..Don't feel like telling all the stories out..
Really make me trauma..Don't feel like driving anymore..
the problem is, its my auntie's car..Even though its not my fault, but I just don't feel good..
She gave me the trust to learn using her car, to drive her car..
Driving for one month already..So smooth..So far not yet even bump..But this time bump a lorry, I don't think its my fault.. Because I have been driving nice and smooth for the past few weeks..And nothing happens..
Argg..Im making it as seems its my fault..I just don't feel good towards my auntie..Haihh


I told Bby the moment it happen.. He was shocked too..Totally worried..
I didn't gave him a reply immediately..i was driving by then to the btam center..
hmmm...den he called many times.. Texted a lot of times too..I was having a conversation with my mum..I just can't express how it felt..I just told my mum everything..My mum almost said I didn't drive carefully,. 
But she change her mind..She just laugh a bit and said more careful next time..


Den when I arrive at office, I had a conversation with Bby.. He said he was worried sick..Hmmm..
I never thought he would worried that much..Hmm..He just laugh at me also..Haihh..
He said this will be a lesson for you..make sense luh..He also said driving car take risks..If you don't make a mistake then you will never learn..A bit relieve after hearing that..He said lots of things to calm my nerves down..I'm glad..haha..=p


Anyway..It has been a really unlucky day to me..
I don't know how to face my auntie for the rest..Don't feel like driving anymore, trauma, scare if anything happen to the car again, I'm doom..Further, I was thinking this time I bump into a vehicle, next time I might just bump into a person..DIAOO!!!! How can I make that possibility out of my mind..haihh..I;m not driving alone just now..Also can bump..What if I was driving alone, what else can I bump into..DOOM!!really DOOM!!!


=.="
mwah..
secylia.c.tan.

Here I go Again..

Almost a month I've been missing from this blog..
Random estimation..=.=''


Many things has been happening to me..
Both happy and sad..
First, I love my new phone..The X6..
Which cost 2.370.000 IDR..
Bought on 11'09'10..Saturdae with my beloveed mummy and sister..
Then i went to BCS for my new pony hair cut..
Back to it was..The straight one..Quite suitable..
Hmmm..
I didn't sold out the old phone 6120C..
Because it was OUR phonee..=)


Everything went not so smooth..not so bad too..
Both are balance..


I...had something in mind..
I don't know when did I post this status in FB..
Maybe few days ago..


I said something like..I regret for not choosing the way I'm able to achieve at..
To study in poly..I'm sure my scores are high enaf to enter..
Even though it is only D3..But at least much better than batamm..
Two years from now..
I finish my contract.. I dislike having my college in that kind of place..
Haihhh..
BUt Im very confuse of which college I sud choose??
NYP?SP?TP?..
Or what..


NYP and Sp are my favorite Poly..
But there is no course that I favor there..
And in case I take some kind like BioChem Engineering..
I;m doomed..Driving me crazyy..
but I know it gonna make me enter NTU or NUS.If I really study hard..


But TP had the course I wanna take..
Hospitality and Tourism..
And in case I finish its only D3..
I finish only until there..For three years..
But if I take NYP or SP..It gonna take me 7 years..


I'm really confuse..


=(
mwah..
secylia.c.tan.

Oh Yeah..!!!

Today's post is gonna be a combination of the past few weeks I passed so far..
Arggghh..
Now I talk about the first thing that came to my mind..
Mum scolded me this morning..
haihhhhh...damn it...wth..!!!
just really feel like scolding and smashing pple..
crazy..she never said thanks whenever I did something right..
Only scold me for the wrong..Hellowwwww..I will always reply whenever a msg is received even if it is not my phoneee...But I was damn busy yesterday...I have so many things to do..I don't even have the time to hold my own phone rather..Can you imagine....She just scold and scold..Saying that I know it's not your job,but at laest you should help me reply the msg..Blablabla..Then what I get when I answer lots of phone calls,you didn't say a thing either..crazyyyy...She keep on repeating saying that even though it's not my job even though it's not my job..blablablabla..This Shuang Hor thing is giving me a headache...
Can you just believe it!!!We already send an email over..So I don't think there is a need for me to reply..More over I'm BUSYYYYYYYY!!!haiyaaaaaa...I hate it hate it hate it...Notify them?..Unnecessary..!!!Im busy..damn busyyyyyy..And that damn Rini..She keeps on calling..Very lososoosooo...I'm also having my college that time...So I don't care..With Shuang Hor,we already sent an email,just notification is unnecessaryyy..and rini,not a big customer,so I didn't pick up the phone either..Next time don't give me your damn phone!!!!IIIHHHHH...
Boiling up plus fire uppppp..
and now another thing happen againnnnn!!!!


I opened up m face book this morning..
I found his face book status..
he wrote something like its gonna be a busy day today..fighting...
den my dai ko commented and there was this girl..
her name was......initial fann...
they commented each other with words i don't understand..
it was like a Korean language or what..
I went stress reading those stuffs..
I cudnt understand,,
and this girl has been commenting on his face book often maybe..
haaihh..
(Singing 'U drive me crazyyyyy")
Nutss...
I was likeee,my mood was totally down..
Den I started chatting with this old fren of mine,..
She is the first best friend of min..She understands me a lot..
=)
After chatting with her...
I felt that I don't really care about the Korean thing..
It was not really important..


nothing in mind already..


=(
mwah..
secylia.c.tan.

Orientation alias Ospek

This Ospek happened last Sunday 25 July 2010..
honestly I hate that day..
Flashing back..


I woke up at 4 plus..
To prepare everything..
Haih..
No sunblock applied coz I was thinking it might be a good weather..
It turn out to be that it was a damnly hot weather..
We started submitting the things we were suppose to bring..
It lighten our bag a lil..
Then we set off to bus number 38..
with the green team..
I forgot to say..We are the BLUES..
we all have the same tshirt..
with names on it.
=)


Next the journey was like half an hour...
Everybody was practicing the song,the cheers..
there were even a song for Gici..
It was not a nice song really..
ahahha..


we arrive half an hour later..
sitting on the floor..
it was an open court..
then writing our names on the INDOMIE board..
hanging over our neck with black ropes..
And I saw him..Yes,we were a bit embarrassed..ahhaha..


We then sett of climbing mountains..
Oh no..Tired like hell..
One of us fainted halfway..
Another one the other way..
=(
so sad..
we were the forth group..
So we have to pass the first second and third..
We have to greet them in a funny way..
It was a lil bit difficult..
but we still manage..
So we arrive on our post,high up there..
So far far away..
Hahhah..
We reach..
And look for a straw..The leader will be the one to pick up with his mouth..
I forgot.we even need to sing some songs which we get to learn in the bus while ago..
Until they are satisfied..Haih..
=(


Next..the instruction is to tied up all our feet together and yell MOOOO on our way to the DESSERT..
alright..we did..it was hard for us to walk all the way with the rope stuck on our feet..
by the time we almost reach..the seniors were there under a some kind like bus stop..
where they don't get hot..
hmmm...
they were saying that we weren't wet cos we pass a different route..not like some of the other groups did..
so we take off our shoes..hang over our neck and went inside the mud pool..yikes..
i hate it...
half of the body was wet and sucks..
=p


Next we were like walking with naked feet to our destination..THE DESSERT..
it was near..then bring out the noodles..and eggs..and the guys were looking fr some wood which can be burnt later for fire..
The weather was extremely hot..and in-expectable the time is only 10.45 A.M
Holy shit!!!Our skins were burning like hell..
but still we have to bear with it..
hmmm..i donoe how long it takes for us to cook the noodles..
but we weren't the first one to finish the food..
ahhaha..then..i donoe what else we do..
Like playing with a bamboo stick..
Then sliding down the ball with water..and making them out again..
We were the third winner in that..
There is also the one two three game..Like children..ahahha
Hmm..But the weather real sucks..My skin is burning..
Crazy...=p
We were almost done..
Gathering in the middle..
then my cousin had a gastric pain..
So I sent her to the P3K..


Ah ya..We won the most compact group after all..
But out cheers didn't came out well..
hahaha..
But at least we had the same clothes..
Hmmm..
yay..We took pictures afterwards..And set off through climbing the hills again...
My cousin sat on the motorcycle..
hihihi..
It was not that long like we expected..
Still,when we were on the bus on our way home to Gici,my skin is still burning..
Haih..


Yeah..by the time we reach..My cousin's boyfriend is already there waiting..
hmm...
Again,we talked..Me n Mr.48..
I said that he was tuning black..
He was saying that he was tired and wants to sleep..
I asked him if we could get home already..
He said he was just putting his bag..
Then when Im about to leave,we talked again..
I told him that we cud get home already,get our stuffs and go home..And I asked him if he has anything there to be taken..He said no..And I said that he cud go home already..he said Ohh..And we said bye...hhihihi..So happy am I...Even hough Im burning..
=p


So..we went home..resting and bath..and else..
And taken a holidae for Monday..
We were too tired to go to work..
=p


=)
mwah..
secylia.c.tan.